Comment: work wanted.

Wow. Its seems you have made your decision, and good on you, why stay in a job that makes you unhappy, why be in a situation that causes you to be completey disatisfied with life.... I lost my mother 1.5 years ago to suicide and she was a very depressed woman, she had been through so many things in life that one should never had been through, I loved her dearly, but she could never find a happy moment or be well, I believe that you need to hang in there and wait for the right moment and that special job will come along for you, you'll see it will happen when you least except it,...You need to be positive and stay healthy, please have a goal, have a idea, keep a diary, write in it everyday, get out walk, eat and stay in the now, do not look in the past, look to the future, I tell myself this everyday and this keeps me going, I am sure this could help... till then take care my friend!