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Thank you for your kind words. My Mother is the one who has caused me grief. Yes she did cop alot too. I was the un-willing scapegoat. That has now caused me to have a mental breakdown and suffer. Made me realise what i have became. A monster. But not like my mother. I didn't hurt anyone. My whole life has being one big suicide trip. I'm lucky to be alive, only because i have some really really great mates. A lovely sister and her family/ my family. A loving wife. a really really good psychologist, this forum has helped too. Helped me to realise what i had become,what i didn't want to be, what i could achieve. for the better. sorry if this is disjointed, haven't slept due to work commitments. off to bed in a sec.

once again thank you for your kind words and words of encouragement.

Yes there is always something out there if your willing and able to go get it.