Comment: work wanted.

Well working for a contract hire company that specialises in merchandising and had a few shifts but nothing special, still broke and i have laon payments coming out in next couple of weeks. I am going to go back to the company that i registered for that specialises in disability employment, that said"sorry we can't help you" whilst i was employed. The minister for health ahsn't replied back to me yet!!! but then i didn't really expect him too!!! I feeling rather down at the moment. I have no motivation of doing annything and having a mental health issue and a busted left shoulder is not helping.

"Why oh why didn't i take the other pill" (lline out of the matrix* adlibbed).

thats my reality. no money to do anything. i hate that feeling.

oh well "keep a stiff upper lip" sings AC/DC, yeah right when all i want to do is crawl up into a ball and cry, not likely but that's what i want to do!!!! I hate this ihate this feeling i have of hopelessness.

I will see what tommorow bring's. Will post to my blog.